k so today...

k so today i was totally gonna go to church... and then when i actually woke up in the morning i just didn't want to anymore. and yesterday i was totally pumped. and ya know what? this makes me upset. cause lately i've been thinking about it and i'm not a very good person. i'm really like batchy all the time and i never go to church and i just wish i was different and then everytime that i tell myself i'm gonna change.. i just don't.
so yeah i would say i'm gonna make another commitment to changing...
but that won't mean crap, so i'm not gonna.
what i am gonna do is tell you what i did today...
we drove to cedar and went and saw the movie "Land of the Lost"
it was funny.
then we took Jade home.
then we drove to cedar and ate at chinese but it wasn't very good.
then we drove home listening to Dane Cook. (love him<3)>
today was umm... good i suppose.
i'm hoping to just ya know... change sometime soon.
oh yeah... drill camp starts on wednesday in st. geezy.
hopefully it's fun.
well.. :]

☮peace, love , utah☮

will you be my maid of honor?

haha watched Bride Wars the other day with mom and dani. good times! well first we watched The Uninvited but that scared mom half to death so we watched Bride Wars afterward and it was hilarious! i've decided that dani is gonna be my maid of honor cause we are just the best of friends and i love her to death! she's quite the funny gal too! never really noticed haha just kiddin. :P but really funny movie right there! "You're dead right now, you're dead until you get married" hahahaha!!! thats funny. anyway. just wanted to say how much i love my lovely sister Danielle Nicole Holt! oh and don't worry other sisters of mine.. if you're nice you can be my bride's maids. :]

p.s. dani, lets be besties forever :P


☮peace, love, utah ☮

where it all began...

it is currently 12:58a.m. and i should be asleep.
but... i'm not so i decided since mom is always on my back about it, i decided to actually blog.
weird.
this is so not me.
could be... but it's not. <3
i'm not gonna lie right now... i don't really know what i'm doing.
i'm like super tired and spring break is almost over. (heartbreak)
sad day :(
oh well.
nobody cares about what i'm writing.
nobody checks my blog, like ever.
oh well.
love &peace <3